I’ve sent him a snap :/ I think I failed. It’s so hard to keep him off my mind when I’m by myself. I need to keep busy or I’ll relapse. I need to be able to survive this.
I thought about it and I’ve never been this alone….he snatched me fresh out of high school and I have to know what isolation feels like. To come to grips with the fact that one day. He might not love me anymore. That I’m the only one that can love me….