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someone’s building an actual Krusty Krab less than 6 miles from where i live
no really, it’s in construction
it’s coming along nicely
they put up the flags
WHERE IS THIS HOW DO I GO HERE
it’s in Ramallah, Palestine
No dicks. Pure friendship. Gentlemen’s and ladies. @reds_tatted
He’s slept over at my house 3 nights in a row. It’s been a month roughly. He shows slight interest. Intrigue maybe. In me. I’m us. Like he’s testing the waters or something. He’s so stuck on me leaving and finding another. It’s not even about me at this point. It’s like he’s looking for closure. The closure I’m not gonna give him because it’s not over. Trying to put all this madness on my shoulders. I didn’t ask to single. Yes I cheating once and once only. He took be back. It’s done. In the past. Let it go. Completely. Because I’m here now. Still here even though you’ve cast me aside. I don’t care what you think. I’ll be your enemy for a bit too prove just how deep my love runs.
Death would be the easy way out. I can’t imagine a world without him. And now I’m being forced to.
It sucks being alone. Laying in bed. Over thinking. He once asked me if I thought he was a mean person. He is. He’s very cruel. Unforgiving. Harsh. One would think he doesn’t deserve the kindness and love I try to give. The kindness and love he doesn’t seem to want at all. One would think he doesn’t have the emotional capacity to withstand life. He never deals with his emotions. As soon as they get unbearable or out of his control he shoves them away. Buries them. Isolates himself. Does he know what true pain is? Taking on his pain and suffering head on. Becoming stronger.
I kinda just want to kill myself. All he does is okay victim. Can’t even be honest with himself our his friends. I remember him saying he liked that in his ex. Such a hypocrite.
Now I have to live the rest of my life feeling like this. Being unforgivable. Is rather just die.
Let’s take a walk to the park
(Keep your dick in your pants and off my phone please)